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.*Eating Disorder Survey*. |
| General |
| Age?: |
20 |
| Height?: |
s5'4" |
| Weight?: |
123 |
| Lowest Weight?: |
99 |
| Highest Weight?: |
140 |
| What weight do you want to weigh?: |
Lets start with 118 |
| What eating disorder do you have?: |
Anorexia.. but more bulimia now |
| In Depth |
| How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: |
Depends.. anywhere from 200- 2500 !! |
| Do you throw up your food on occasion?: |
almost every day |
| Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: |
i dunno |
| Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: |
used to.. had to quit |
| Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: |
Anorexic Bitch |
| Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: |
11 days |
| Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: |
used to |
| Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: |
yes |
| Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: |
twice. |
| Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: |
no, but ive done other things to do that, and i am seriously scarred by it |
| Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: |
yes, thats where bulimia came in. |
| Body Image Q's |
| Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: |
YES. |
| What part of your body would you change?: |
Chins..Cheeks..Arms.. love handles, gut, EVERYTHING |
| On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: |
hmm 1 |
| Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: |
yes, 110% |
| Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: |
yes, thank goodness for all my meds rightnow |
| Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: |
yes |
| Health/Food |
| Do you think you eat healthy enough?: |
yes |
| Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: |
i was my skinniest when i did |
| Fat grams?: |
blaaaahhhhh |
| Calories?: |
obviously |
| Are you often tired/fatigued?: |
nope |
| Do you feel more energised after eating food?: |
no, i get sick when i eat. my gag reflexes are forever ruined.. i can sometimes not keep food down depsite if i want to or not |
| Do you eat meat?: |
turkey or chicken |
| Do you eat your food in a certain way? ie cut it up into small pieces, etc.: |
no |
| Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: |
if they see my back or collarbones |
| Have you ever thrown up blood?: |
yes, out the nose too |
| Is your heart bpm above 49?: |
i dunno, i have a hole in though from being sick |
| Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: |
no |
| Other Stuff |
| Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: |
no, but yes. |
| What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: |
people who understand, are going through it, and just want someone to talk to. they're not gonna judge u |
| Do you have any other mental disorders? ie Bipolar, BDD, etc.: |
i dunno |
| What's your favourite food to eat?: |
FRUIT! |
| Favorite drink?: |
Diet Mountain Dew, coffee, water! |
| Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: |
yes |
| Do you want to recover?: |
yes.. this is hell, a living hell i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. To have a day where im more than a number .. aw, lovely |
